6-1-13

I woke up this morning not think that it was my last night in that room. The day was slow and everyone stayed in their pajamas the whole day. We were going to go to the pool but it was raining. We probably could have still gone to the pool, but the boys were ready to switch rooms. I was told when I first got here the summer that we were going to switch rooms at some point in the summer. No one woke this morning thinking that this would be the day. The boys were getting too big for their small room together and I had a whole big loft upstairs, it made since to move me around. Even though this is my third room of mine on this house. My first room was a nursery but at the time we did not have any babies and they did not think they would add on anymore. Things never happen the way they planned, I had only been off to collage for a month when they got Grace. It did made me feel like I was being replaced but no one excepted her to come along. For a few months after she came I was not fond of her but she was my own flesh and blood and how can you be mad at a baby. Even though I am not mad at her, I still do not like what happened with bringing her into the world. I fell asleep when we all got together to watch a movie, the move must have worn me out. Then right when everyone was going to bed, Mrs. Stephanie called and it did not make me feel any better about her. She did not even say hi to me and for awhile it was just Mr. John and me talking to her. It like she did not even know I was there, ugh! I hope things change when she gets back because I would hate for it to be like this when Mr. John is gone.